Posts by Kaeko

Lake view in Hokkaido
Pink sunset by the lake in Hokkaido
autumn roll
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We often think progress should be visible. A decision.A result.A breakthrough.A clear next step. Something moving forward. When those things are happening, we assume we are on track.And when they are not, we often assume the opposite.We tell ourselves we are stuck. Going in circles.Failing.Falling behind. But I am not sure progress is always

Before Setting Sail
A beautiful sunset reflection on the lake surface.

In the previous article, I wrote about the map.About the signs that something in you is still oriented toward life, even when you feel stuck. You may not have found the answer.You may not have made a decision.You may not have taken a visible step forward. And yet you are still reading.Still searching.Still reflecting.Still

Before Setting Sail
Blue sky and a path in the middle.

There are seasons when it feels as though nothing is moving.Nothing has changed.You are still facing the same questions. Still circling the same decisions.Still standing in what feels like the same place. And strangely, those are often the times when we become most focused on what we have not done. The actions we did

Before Setting Sail
autumn lake

When the obstruction clears, what was always there begins to come through. This is not new information. It is you — perceiving clearly, perhaps for the first time in a long time. This series began with a simple observation: you already know more than you let yourself know. You sense, feel, and perceive far

Where the Depth Ends

The swamp is still there. The depth may still be considerable. But something has changed — it ends somewhere. And that changes everything. A bottomless swamp is terrifying not primarily because of how deep it is. It is terrifying because you cannot see where it ends. The mind, confronted with the unknown, fills the

Where the Depth Ends
At a dawn, by the beach.

The commitment is not to the choice. It is to yourself. And it can be chosen again and again — as many times as it needs to be. Most people think of deciding as a one-time event. You weigh the options, you choose, and then you are committed to that choice — perhaps forever,

Where the Depth Ends

The practice is not about sitting in darkness. It is about removing the obstruction — so what you already sense can reach you more clearly. In the previous piece I wrote about fear as an obstruction — not to the situation itself, but to your own perception of it. When something is feared and

Where the Depth Ends

You already sense, feel, and perceive far more than you acknowledge. Fear is one of the main things standing between you and that knowing. Before anything else, I want to say something that sits underneath this entire series. You already know more than you think you do. Not in the sense of having more

Where the Depth Ends

When you recognise what the feeling is actually about — something else becomes possible. In the previous piece “So What’s Wrong with It? “, I wrote about a particular kind of discomfort — the irritation or moral unease that can arrive when someone else does something freely that you have not yet allowed yourself to

On Discernment
Flowers on the side of a pavement

When someone else doing something freely makes you uncomfortable — that discomfort is worth looking at. Imagine you come across someone charging for something you assumed should be free. A practitioner offering sessions. A consultant charging for knowledge you could, in theory, find scattered across the internet. Someone using AI tools confidently in their

On Discernment